You Never Respect Me

I already try to control my emotion...
Try my best to be a good girlfriend...are YOU?
I hate you play,when you play,you really can forget everything,including ME!!
You play..no find me..I endure!!
I find you first,when I ask you a thing..you perfunctory me!! i HATE!! i endure!!
Why?Why?Tell me why?I'm so hurt..T.T
Why you perfunctory me?you want me forgive you..I do..
After forgive,you also like that..do you have think my feeling?
When you ask me angry?I say NO,because I know you happy..I don't want gave you any trouble..
I savage?I changed..I try my best to changed my bad temper..but you no changed anything!!
I always swallow all pain...I always endure and keep quiet..
When you need me...I always beside you..accompany you..
When you no needed me...ME is a transparent people!!


If this is LOVE?I can't BELIEVE!!
PLAY really important than ME?

Can you show your love to me?Not just use mouth say!!

Bad Luck And Lonely Day

Today when I woke up,I feel headache...don't knew why?
After breakfast,I've got a bellyache...don't knew why?
Also don't knew why...I almost fall in the living room,why so bad luck for me?
After this,I go iron school uniform...its was washed,but i see one clothes have a bit dirty...
Ai,so I wash again,easily wash only,no put any detergent...it so trouble...
When I take this clothes dry in the sun,have a spider jump to my hand..I'm scared fear..T.T
After I back to iron,when I ironing,I is thinking a thing about me and dear...
Because we have a quarrel...I'm so sad..
When I thinking this,I forgot now I'm ironing,so iron my leg...
It so pain,it was became red and swollen...why so bad luck?
Now I so exasperate..don't want do anything,fear when i do might have thing occur...I'm so stupid..
Yesterday,nightmare again...the dream so terrible..
No someone knew,at that time,dear have find me,i have say this to him...
But I no receive any console,he call me don't did anything only..
I swallow all pain and keep quiet..no someone console me..
To ANSON KONG :
I knew yesterday night I treat you bad..sorry...
But I can't control my emotional...my mood was falling down..
I hate you abandoned me,but I still love you...
1 word :SAD

Meaningless Holidays

Hate holidays,although can relax and rest,but it in long time,if two days holiday is ok la,but two weeks,not accepted.
Holidays so bored,everyday i in low spirit..
Nothing can do,everyday listen songs,watch movie,sms,waste time,afternoon nap...like a pig,like a disabled person...meaningless..

Holidays de ME...like a PIG...

I feel unhappy because can't together with dear...
Other people have to travel,but me no,cause my dad and mum was busy everyday,not free to bring me go travel and play....
But at this time,have my dear accompany me at everyday,every time....
Thanks you my dear...❤
In holidays night,i cannot sleep better...
I'm a insomniac...hahax...always suffer from insomnia...
Because this...I feel my body so weak,tired....
Although tired,but can't sleep better...
When I think a big holidays,i feel dizzy,don't want holidays arh...T.T
I have think about working,at least work have target,have salary and timing...
At Monday I went to hair cut...it not too short...is normally...
But I feel not pretty because might thin,before hair cut,my hair so thick,maybe thick suit my style..wait my hair thick....
Now I want back to school life...three days more....
Last week,me and dear went to MBO watch Kungfu Panda2.❤

This movie so funny..^^
Panda so cuties....❤

Have a thing....I want say I LOVE YOU to my dear..
Have three days more...our love was two months..
Although our love are not a long time....but we have a lot of memories..
Although we always have quarrel,but i want let you know,even if quarrel,I still love you...
Thanks you...I miss you so much..
LOVE YOU MORE..DEAR!!!❤


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My Second Blog =)

Ai....I'm so sad...T.T...because don't knew why my first blog can't use already....
I love my first blog because there have my life was already occurs....have my feelings....
I'm so miss my old blog....
I was search many question for my first blog what happens can't sign in...
Hope my second blog not have a same problem....
Anyways I because my old blog can't use so sad...
But at this time my dear console me...thankss you all the support...
I always love you...dear....❤ 
Now my second blog must same with my first blog's themes...
Because I love my first blog style....